KA-BOOM

Family Atomic Bomb exploded last night. I think half of Perth heard my damn loud voice.


I think Im disowned already lah. *shrugs*

And frikkin hell I was just telling them what I thought about them.
Where is freedom of speech nowadays? Cannot give opinion on other peoples behaviour meh?
I think I must be the only daughter in this world who actually doesnt really listen to the father.
All my female friends seem to be such good girls. Im not saying its bad. I thought I was part of a majority thats all.

People these days, can't take criticism at all.

Im SO GAWD-DAMN SORRY (yeah right) for being a bloody blunt person.

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Kinda realised today while chatting with a certain someone on MSN, revealed alot of things about myself , TO MYSELF, that lots of people have told me before, but I never really believed them cos I didnt think it was a big deal.

Why the heck am I so power hungry and power driven?

I seem to chase after goals and aims like as if my life depended on it. Big or small or literally impossible, I chase lor, slashing everything in its path. Its driving ME nuts you know. Its stressing me out heaps but then I feel even more of an urge to chase it.

I like the thrill actually. I think thats half the reason why I pursue so relentlessly. The goal makes up about 50% of the reason I drive myself to it like mad.

Plus when you reach goals, most of the time, (in my case) you get a certain amount of authority and power with it.

I like to have big shiny goals.


I really like those 2 words in bold in my previous statement too. =))








Makes me smileeeeeeeeeeeeeee.