D**n You

Get this. Im feeling rather moody these days. So no whatever funny bwahahaha entertaining posts. All emo-emo from now on. Well, at least till I get over it.

I am officially

crush-less
love-less
boy-less
(not that I ever was boy-ful)
not-going-to-ever-like-anyone-less

After 5 years on one person (yes there were some in between. Those were just crap really) and now I bloody feel like all my emotions have been wasted on him. I still don't understand how I could have emotionally stayed commited to one person for 5 years (not to mention my uberly young age) *shrugs*

I must have been a victim of the I-just-became-a-teen-and-I-am-looking-at-boys syndrome.
Bloody naive-ity. Bloody me. Bloody his existence. Bloody everything to do with this.

Don't you tell me to just get over it because I will not.You arent the one whos life semi-revolved around a male human being. You are not the one whos mind was forever occupied by him.

As Aimi puts it, he ruined my life.

For once I wished I lived in a boy-less world.

17 in a month.
Time to get over my early teen issues I should think.

17...

NEXT.


To Aimi:
MOODY. stupid if. I need my Cadbury.